Friday, February 4, 2011
Treasure
Tucked away in Ukraine, behind a tall fence that hid a pink house, sat a little girl. God told us that she was a treasure and that we were to go get her because the rewards of that treasure were to be ours. We had grand ideas about what this treasure would be like; however, I must confess that when we finally met out treasure she often didn't look, act, or smell like a treasure and sometimes I had trouble recognizing her as one. There were days when I said "Did we hear you wrong, God? Are you SURE this is her?" He continued to assure us that we had heard right, and so in obedience we brought her home. We hoped that we would be able to see what God saw after we got her home but to be honest it only got worse. Day after day we struggled to find this treasure. It was hard, but little by little we began to see glimpses of it. Now when we see her we are amazed by how blessed we are. We are truly reaping the rewards of our treasure from God. Does that mean it is always wonderful and always easy? Absolutely not! The difference is that God has allowed us to see her as He sees her and when that happens the "flaws" in the treasure are more difficult to see than they were at first. I remember when we came home I called my friend Ellen and told her "Don't EVER let me do this again!". She assured me that 1) she would never promise me that (I love you for that, Ellen!) and 2) the day would come that I would say I'd do it all over again just to have her. She was so right. We would do it a million more times for her!

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4 comments:
Love these pictures! What a beautiful girl! I know you are blessed but she is too - just being apart of your wonderful family!!
I remember our time in Kiev when you guys had the 'deer in the headlights' look! I was impressed then that despite realizing that the child you met did not match the dream - you still persevered - you committed to her and chose to love. This post is priceless to me because it speaks volumes about sacrificial love. Seeing her transformed - There are no words.
Thank you for sharing. It made my day!
I remember the day I loved Sophie. I like you wasnt at all sure we had done the right thing in bringing her home. she was a spitfire and a handful and she headbutted everyone because she couldnt hit them! mean nasty and spiteful she was! and one day I realised she WASNT! she wasnt that girl anymore. she was MY girl. she was the love of my life. she was my precious and I defy anyone to mess with her lest they should face ME. took a long time to get to that moment but boy is it precious. So glad you found your precious in Oksana
What a beautiful post, Erin. And what a treasure she is. With William's adoption, it was pretty close to 'all roses' and I had a hard time understanding stories like this. Now that we had Daniel, I can so understand this. God uses different experiences to grow us, and to bless us, and to draw us closer to Him.
I've been thinking a lot about Oksana recently, as I learned that Vera lost her family and is once again facing institutionalization. All because she has CP. I'm praying that a family will step forward soon, so that she can be THEIR treasure.
Love you guys and hope to see you this summer!
Jenn
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